Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Struggling
Ok, so I'm in this all the way...but I am struggling. My body is rebelling against me, not feeling well, light-headed, dizzy, tired, no-energy. And emotionally I'm thinking...what the heck did I sign up for! I've had worship music on all day and have tried to push in towards God, but just having a tough day. I am hearing from God, when I stop and listen. It is so easy to let the stuff of the day, the real life need to get some things done, get in the way. I really don't want this to be about "doing" the fast, but really about being still and knowing HIM. I'm feeling pulled between the necessary things to get done and the desire to just stop the world and sit...
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I hear your struggle! Praying God will show you how to lean into Himself, how to hear Him in the stillness, how to focus on what He wants to put before you-even if it is a new way or a new thing. Our flesh might start to squirm underneath it being surpressed-praying you will continue to turn inside out.
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