Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Explanation

I wanted to let everyone know that when I registered to join you guys, it automatically brought up "Terry and Denisha". I think I had previously registered so to write on someone's blog so it brought up our previous entry. Terry is not involved nor is he reading any of this. The site did it on it's own. Sorry about that. Last night was a hard night for me. Terry and I got in an argument and I noticed how I went straight to the kitchen but then remembered I couldn't do what I normally would do. Instead I read an article that I had previously read that has to do with how God takes away so to establish something new and better. It talks about how anytime God would give someone a vision (for ex: Joseph, Moses, Abraham, David etc.) it was always followed by a time of darkness because in God's kingdom darkness comes first, and then the morning. When He did creation, it says and it was evening and then light and that was the first day, etc. When He created the world, first there was darkness and God said let there be light. Darkness was first. Life comes from death. We say morning and then night but God always starts with the darkness. The promise of morning is in the darkness. He does this so He can establish something better. It was good because although my flesh was screaming out, my spirit was encouraged. I got through it. Joy comes in the morning.

2 comments:

  1. Denisha,
    I love how to the point you are. I can just hear you saying this and I'm sitting here smiling because I love your spirit, who YOU are. I love that you just take it right to the point and you have an incredible way of communicating something so profound in such a matter of fact way. I think I like that so much because I don't want all the fluffy, can't understand what the heck your point is, kind of talk. Thanks for sharing this! And way to go on turning away from the kitchen!

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  2. This is soooo good. I am just admiring you for RECOGNIZING the pattern, and THEN remembering your commitmnent, THEN making the choice to remain steadfast. Praying for you that God give you abundant grace to move through this time well with an ever continuing hope of what is to come. Thank you so very much for engaging this with us!! You've already been such a light! (not a big deal about he "Terry & Denisha" thing)
    Love you!

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