Tuesday, March 10, 2009
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These past 2 days have been tough. My box is very small these days and my flesh is screaming for an escape even if just for an hour or two. It seems along with food, the Lord has me cornered in almost every area of my life....and to be honest....I don't like it one bit. I'm trying to cooperate and stay still but it has been hard. Lots of tears these past few days. Feeling rather lost. It feels really old. I'm sure it is old and all those things are what keep me from feeling it and keep me from dealing with it and ultimately getting free from it all. The Lord has been close by and is speaking to me which makes it bearable and worth it. So, I guess it isn't completely dark. My spirit knows good things are coming. I am hopeful and excited but not enjoying this part. I've been reading the blog but didn't want to make the effort to write something. Too hard. This is my effort. Not real deep...but there it is. Joy comes in the morning.
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I'm standing with you. As I read your post, my heart goes out to you, identifying with your pain as you enter the season of wilderness. It sounds like this may be the time that the Lord is emptying you? One of the things you set this time aside for in order to be filled with more of Him? I pray that the Lord's joy will be your strength-that the joy that comes in the morning will sustain you. I love you my friend-stay the course!
ReplyDeletePhillipians 3:12-14 I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.
Praying that the old will pass away and that the new will come...
Love you so much